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Lost in Singledom
It’s hard to say what hurts the worst, the loneliness or the betrayal. When a man hits a woman it’s time for her to move on. The punch to the gut didn’t hurt me nearly as much as the emotional aftermath. If you haven’t guessed yet I am once again single. The past year has…
Onward Interim to Confusion on the Battle Field and Confusion on the Battlefield.
Running low, Here and now I try to cross the meadows of my mind and though you are not without your doubts I stumble onward. Virtue comes looking at me through the glass of a rain soaked window. I try to grasp a semblance of your shadow. Carry on marching forward quickly men, up ahead…
Is Acceptance Giving Up?
Hello. It’s me. Your friendly neighborhood schizo. I don’t remember where we left off last time. Probably somewhere in between pharmaville and drainbramage city. I am tired of the med bouncing. My therapist helped me realize something that I should have realized long ago. I am always going to be bipolar. Even with medication it’s…
Where The Children Play
The sky is grey, To my dismay, I’ve found where the children play. Buried underneath the sand, Closed in by a gate, Innocence won’t take a stand polluted by this hate. Songs that have no singers, Swings that have no swingers, Empty playgrounds in the night but how the smell does linger. I’d take it…
How Jesus and Sex Became One
It’s 4am. I’ve been up since 2am. I’ve already had enough coffee to keep me running to the bathroom every 20 minutes or so, travelled down the YouTube rabbit hole, and came to the tearful realization that I raised myself. For those of you who don’t know, I am at a critical point with my…
Snails Don’t Give A Fuck
I am aware I have lost most of my followers due to silence on my end. It’s ok. I’m doing this for me now. There are so many thoughts in my head. They buzz and buzz. I’m trying to unwrap the crime scene tape that is tied in a pretty bow around my head. I’m…
Rediscovering Me
I wasn’t sure if I would be back but as fate would have it my auto renewal subscription to this site, well, it auto renewed, so here I am, with stories to tell and scars to show from the battles I have fought. Where do I begin? No, seriously…. where in the hell do I…
Not with a bang but a Wimper
First off, I would like to thank all my followers and readers for sticking with me while I am going through this hard time. I’m not sure if this blog entry will make much sense. My mind is a mess right now, but I need to get it out, so try to bare with me.…
The Mystery As to Why I Suck
This week has been an emotional roller coaster. Not only am I coming off of five psych meds and switching to two but I also have a possible new diagnosis. The dreaded Borderline Personality Disorder. Let me be clear on this, I do NOT want this diagnosis. I’ve done a lot of reading on bpd…
I started this morning with a great thirst!
Seriously, I was thirsty. I was chugging water, tea, juice, coconut water and my last Gatorade…. let me back up a bit….. It’s time once again to play the med change game! Spin the wheel, pick the med combo, and find out if I’m lucky. The wheel landed on Latuda and lithium! This is where…
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